Classes begin today. I'm thrilled to crack open brand new fresh text-book, a sharpened pencil, and a clean slate of paper. Anything is possible.
Last night, I spent two and a half hours text my daughter on Facebook trying to be a sounding board for her, and help her understand and come to terms of being a upcoming mom and being an adult now.
She said some very profound things. I shared with my BFF as another sounding board to make sure I'm not getting sucked in. She felt the same thing I did. She was genuine and sincere and was making profound statements.
I will continue to pray for her and her new forming family.
I cannot put a finger on to the exact feeling that dwells within me. I want to say whole, or at one, or at peace but I'm not sure if there is a word to combine all.
Seventy four days until I go back east to see my best friend. I cannot wait. I have not had a break in almost 2.5 years. When I say break it means that I have not gotten away from family to have a bit of me time, or girl time. It allows me to recharge, appreciate, and decompress, to step back.
Alot has been happening and I will have some surgeries this year that will have me confined to my bed for a couple of months. Get all the fun out now so I don't have cabin fever later, and appreciate the home. Maybe it's reverse psychology, I'm not sure.
Yesterday and this morning I have focused on putting my hand or fork down between each bite. chew my food thoroughly. Being mindful and present. I must say I'm proud of myself for doing this much.
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