Today was grandma's grocery day. After putting her off for almost a week, I finally took her. As she shopped I decided to go to the housewares, household items (linens, bedding) sporting goods and so on. Fred Meyers (Kroger) is my all in one stop here.
My stomach growled as I walked the isles. Doritos called out to me. The donuts called out to me. The regular coke called out to me. Instead I found bedding that I want and will put on my wish list. I looked at the dishes and picked out ones if I could get that those would be it.
It was time for her to cash out and she asked if I was going to purchase anything. Nope. Nada. I was quite proud to come home and make my breakfast. Hash browns, eggbeaters, and veggie sausage.
The day followed with me eating a salad for lunch with flaked salmon and then I spent two hours in the Dr office with my little one. Where she proceeded to have some melt downs and I climbed the walls. Oh how I wanted a full strength coke. 150 calories. With daughter crying, and me trying to calm her for several things we arrived home, to her asking her daddy for out dinner. (Out dinner consists of local fast food drive through come home and eat it). Daddy caved and went.
I couldn't handle another salad (IBS) cannot handle too much raw veggies in one day. So I ordered a plain mcchicken and medium fries. 18 points ww says. Not a normal dinner point menu I would consume, but given that I still have an additional 12 points to devour after dinner I think I will be okay. And the diet Shasta in the fridge hit the spot.
There is something in your gut that kicks in when your baby is in distress and you will do whatever you can to care for that baby and make the problems go away. Universe hear me roar. Don't mess with my cub!
I anxiously await tomorrow to end as tomorrow I have to go in for a medical procedure and I just want it to be over with. I don't want to hear the alarm go off on Saturday to awake me.
I have one more assignment that is two parts to complete for the week along with my 6 class discussion replies. One more week of these three classes and then I start off the new ones.
Just get me through another day. I can do this.
I strive to be lean and build self esteem in 2013.
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